I am 20 years old and I was a vir gin up to a few weeks ago. I am in Iove with a guy who says he Ioves me, too. We are from the same district, so he knows everything about me. My parents always told me not to get involved with any man from the area, but this guy comes from a decent family. His father is an engineer and his mother is a teacher, and they are Christian people.
When he told me that he wanted us to be friends, I told him that I didn’t want to have anything to do with anybody from the community or surrounding areas. He said he knew that that was coming from my parents because his parents told him that he should look out of the area when he is seeking a wife.
He said he already told his mother that he had been admiring me from I was 15. We have been friends for a year and a half, and our parents have met and they have given us their blessing.
For a long time, he has been talking to me about se x, saying he can’t wait until he is married because he had a girlfriend before he got serious with me and they always have se x.
I planned to have se x with him, and he told me when he will be alone at home. I cried so much when I saw his big PENlS. He hugged me and told me everything was going to be alright, but it wasn’t alright. He could hardly get it in. He burst me up and I bled a lot.
When I went home, my mother knew something was wrong. And the moment she asked me what was wrong, I started to cry and told her the truth. I told her not to let my father know, but she told him anyway. He didn’t say anything to me, but I had to go to the doctor.
I told my mother that I didn’t want to marry this man anymore. He is too large for me. I have never seen such a big PENlS; I have brothers and I used to see them nak3d all the while.
My mother said that everything is going to be alright. My boyfriend still comes to my house and we talk, but every time he t0uches me these days I become very nervous. I don’t know what to do, guys. I really don’t know what I should do.
The doctor told me that my boyfriend was too rough, and before we have se x again he should come to see him. We were planning to get married in December, but I am afraid of him now.